The worst part is when you thought someone will change when they say it. But they don't.  How can you not feel so bad when you hit someone? What a fucked up live. This 2016 is like 2015 part two. The starting of 2016 are ready fucked up. And I felt terrible as fuck letting my past get in to this new life. Fucked up. If I didn't brought my past, I would be happy and not fucked up today.